After we finished seventh grade Mr.
Collins decided that Henry and I would go to Mt. Edgecumbe for eighth grade and
high school.
The X-rays taken in the North Star showed
that Henry had TB. He would not go to Mt. Edgecumbe with me. He was very
disconsolate. We would be separated for the first time.
I was to travel on the North Star all the
way to Mt. Edgecumbe. Henry and I bid each other a very hard farewell, never to
see each other again.
The trip to Mt. Edgecumbe turned out to
be a 24-day boat ride which I really enjoyed. I was going where I would be
without the comfort of the Mission Church and without my brothers. I knew it
would be a very lonely journey and I felt I was going into Western Civilization
alone.
I had already accepted my existence in
Western Civilization. It happened sometime in my years at Holy Cross. My
earliest recollections and awarenesses had imbued on my soul the only thing I
knew. My immediate family was an Eskimo world. The food, the language, the
special bond, and the air itself was Eskimo. A sacred joy was there. Then at
Pilgrim Springs and Holy Cross I saw a different people with white faces and a
different language I began to learn the English language. It could even be
written. The color, panoply, and power of the Catholic Church was arrayed in
the visitations of the Bishop. Then one day I was thinking I was no longer in
the Eskimo world. The people, the language, the fastness, the airplanes, and
the Church were something else and I was learning to become a part of it. Then
it occurred to me that I was part of another culture. King Arthur and The Round
Table were more real to me than the Oomiak. I became filled with guilt and
asked God's forgiveness for what I had become. I had become an unwilling and
unwitting co-perpetrator to all the murders that been done in the name of the
king, to the crimes that had been done for the good of the state, to all the
wars. The serenity of life and the struggles for existence that are Eskimo were
now gone from my life and left to my grandfather who lived only a hundred am years
ago. In the (sudden) knowledge of all this, I was overwhelmed.
When I disembarked at Mt. Edgecumbe I
staggered and veered on the dock almost falling down. I had developed sea legs
during the violent storm that the North Star had encountered in the Gulf of
Alaska where movement of the vessel was estimated at four knots in seven hours.
We picked up ten other students at Gambell
and Savoonga on St. Lawrence Island. The eleven of us were to become fast in the
maelstrom that was Mt. Edgecumbe High School.
During the War a Naval Base was built
directly across Sitka and in 1947 was converted into a boarding high school for
Alaska 1‘ Natives: Thlingits, Aleuts, Haidas, Eskimos, Tshimpsians and Athabaskans
from Pt. Barrow to Ketchikan were shipped and flown in every fall and in the
spring the exodus was as dramatic.
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